The Dream Lives On: 200 Releases and Counting
by Marie Ferrarella, author of Cavanaugh Reunion (Silhouette Romantic Suspense, September 2010), her 200th release!
There are times I still have trouble believing it, believing that I am in effect “living the dream.” Despite the fact that for a number of years I wanted to be an actress when I grew up, there was a part of me that always wanted to be a writer. It came into focus because back when I was a little girl, aside from Barbara Stanwyck, there were no strong women to be had, certainly not on television, my entertainment of choice.
So, if I wanted to be an actress on TV, I needed to write parts for myself. I wrote myself into a number of TV series, expanding the stories until, somewhere along the line, I shed the initial storyline renamed the characters and made the stories my own (as with Bonanza where I was the sister they never talked about because I was away in boarding school but came bouncing back into their lives, the center of each story from thereon in.)
Eventually, I stopped thinking about acting and started focusing on getting something published. That little odyssey (from its inception to the date of my very first sale) took a mere twenty-two years. My first rejection slip came, at the tender age of eleven, from Children’s Digest. They chose not to publish my Christmas story which must have read far too much like The Little Match Girl to them. There was a reason for that. I’d read that story and then “adapted” it to fit my style, leaving far too many similarities in it for it to be remotely mistaken as origin work. Who knew you couldn’t do that? I didn’t. But I learned.
The rush I got from hearing my agent tell me that the editor at Berkeley Jove liked my work and was making an offer on it was unbelievable. From then on, I was hooked. The really neat thing? Even now, as I am being given the details of my umpteenth contract—for book number 229—that same wonderful rush returns. Selling books is something I will never get used to, never take for granted. Number 229 means the same to me as number 1.
By the way, the Harlequin Blog will hold a tiny contest for me. The winner, chosen by random, will get a much-faded (but authentic) first copy of my very first Silhouette book: Tried and True, a Desire published under the first name I used when I first came to join the Silhouette family: Marie Nicole. Ten books later, I took off my Clark Kent glasses and revealed my secret identity and, coincidentally, my real name which was to be my new name. I’ve been Marie Ferrarella ever since. And very happy, I might add, because the dream continues, thanks to my editor, Patience Smith, and to you. I’d be lost without either one of you.
As ever, thank you for reading and continuing to make me very, very happy.
Editor’s Note: Marie’s right! We’re giving away one copy of Tried and True to a very lucky winner! To enter, leave a comment on this blog post. Submit your comments by 11:59pm EST Sunday, August 8th. Only open to residents of the U.S. and Canada. For full contest details, click here.

The above words occurred to me (my head is a mass of swirling trivia) when I went browsing through Amazon as I do periodically when I run out of energy to do anything else.
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